Wednesday, March 18, 2009

My Sister! Who are my sisters?


Hi everyone! I am excited to be a part my first virtual blog tour! Featured author is Minister Paulette Harper. What a powerful testimony Paulette, has to share with the world. My sister once shared with me an illustration, where she took a single sheet of paper, ripping it into several pieces. Stating that was her: All torn apart. (painful situation can do that to a person) My sister, then proceeded to pull out a new single sheet of paper. Watch this: Testifying how God had made her new. He gave her a new mind, a new heart, a new song, a new praise! I think your feeling my points now.



There was a Formula: The beginning: Recognition. The Process: Releasing and believing. The result: Testimonies. Awe, do I see a smile forming? Keep it. I like it! God wants to make us new! Release the old: hurts, pains, and rejection! Step out into the new, your destiny, your calling. I believe in you! Meet us on Thursday, March 19, 2009! Tywebbin Blog/Virtual Tours: This Broken Vessel Restored Blog Tour with Paulette Harper. date: March 19, 2009 12:00AM location: The United States description: Please join me for a Devotional Reflections from the Bible with Paulette Harper: The Women with the Issue of Blood.


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A Process To Everything?



One day I woke up! embarking on one of my many journeys, I visualized myself becoming natural. You see upon months of full consideration, I purpose to become natural. At the time I had no idea of what going natural would entail. I just knew I wanted it. Too, it had not occurred to me that going natural would be viewed by others, as a political statement or self expression. But that is another topic altogether. Are you aware that there is a due process to just about everything? From preparing a meal, obtaining an degree, getting married even there is a process.


The process: Preparation, ingredients, and timing. The process of going natural can take months. The genesis of my transition would require me liberating myself from that of the old. I ceased my relaxers treatments cold turkey- not good. In the the process my hair began to shed at a rapid rate. There is a right way to doing things. I next moved on to braids. Hiding my own locks. I was still not pleased with the end results. Adhering to wise council; I determined it was best to start anew. I did. I cut my hair all off. Watching my layers of hair fall to floor, I felt...hummm.


It is difficult to word exactly how I was feeling at the time. I would liken it to an renewing experience. Like my hair I wanted to be natural. You know- do me, keeping it real, by not conforming to the expectations of others. Accepting what the creator had chosen me to be. (Oh! Did I mentioned to you that I've authored a nonfiction inspirational titled: The Certain Ones:You're not Forsaken. You're Chosen for Purpose. Heard it's an very inspirational read.) Months passed and I took notice of my new growth.


I do not want to offend- but for me it was what I hail as my ugly stage. Some women have a relationship with their hair. They know their hair texture and what chemicals it can and can not take. I was the opposite. I didn't know my hair nor how to handle it. I couldn't slick my tresses down with gel as before. I couldn't conveniently put my hair in a pony tale. I had to deal with it. While nurturing my hair I realized I was developing a relationship with it. My process to become natural taught me patience and to fiercely hold on to my determination, looking past the ugly stages and “seeing” my vision (s) manifesting itself. Such was the case with my becoming an author and playwright.

I confess to you-I am successful when I receive emails of thanks, encouragements, and inspirationals. Had I not gone through the process I would not be the woman I am today. PS, Funny with the passage of time things changes. Go, Obama! People, addresses, clothes, and... hair? *Sighing* yeah, hair. I have long since returned to my relaxers. But that process makes for another story.....

Tywebbin Creations Blog Tours's Don't Be Bitter, Get Better



Don't Be Bitter, Get Better


Why do bad things happen to good people?


Columbia, SC, March 11, 2009 - These past few months have been difficult and so many are feeling the effects of the shifting economy. Minister and author, Paulette Harper, sets out to remind those on the verge of losing hope that the best is yet to come.Struggling to recover from a broken marriage and disappointed dreams, Paulette Harper groped for meaning and understanding. She ultimately turned to God and found the answers she longed for – learning her real purpose through all the pain. Her mission now is to teach others how to deal with disappointment and shattered dreams.


By sharing her struggles with transparency, through her new book, That Was Then, This Is Now, This Broken Vessel Restored (Tate Publishing, May 2008, $11.99), Harper illustrates how restoration can come from revelation. “I want to share the message of triumph over tragedy. I believe that if a person is mentored, taught and trained – their attitude will change and they’ll have success – this book will be a catalyst for change,” said Harper, who is the founder of Broken Vessel Ministry.About the AuthorA native of Pittsburg ,CA , Paulette Harper travels as an inspirational speaker, licensed minister, workshop facilitator, and founder of Broken Vessel Ministry.


For more information about Paulette and her new release “That Was Then, This Is Now, This Broken Vessel Restored” visit http://bvministry.org/. About Tywebbin CreationsTywebbin Creations was established in 1999. We offer Web Design, Graphic Design, Virtual Tours and Virtual Assistant services. We are committed to providing quality services without "breaking" our client's budgets. Tywebbin Creations has coordinated a seven-day blog tour for Paulette Harper. This Broken Vessel Restored Blog Tour starts Sunday, March 15, 2009 and ends Saturday, March 21, 2009. For details, visit http://tywebbin.com/blog-tours.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Award Winning Author and Playwright Alretha Thomas chats with me!

An author, playwright, producer and director, Alretha Thomas is making her name through her pen. Award winning plays and wanting to help her community, Alretha’s background is as diverse as her personality. She started at the age of ten, when her 5th grade teacher picked and read her short story assignment in front of the class – that simple, loving act empowered a new writer. Continuing in high school, her numerous original oratorical conquests on the Speech Team led her to a journalism concentration at the University of Southern California where she was a team player on the Daily Trojan & the KUSC Radio station. Like most aspiring young women journalists, Alretha dreamed of being the next Barbara Walters.




Synopsis of "Daughter Denied"




An unflinching study of urban decay revealed through the end-days of a make shift family. The story is told through the eyes of 7-year-old Tina and her mother Earnestine. Tina, the third of five children, is a sensitive girl victimized by a stepfather addicted to cruelty and neglected by a mother addicted to heroin. Earnestine is a tortured soul who in spite of her drug addiction and poor taste in men, fights to keep her family together. The story of loss, shame and ultimately compassion is written in terse prose, reflecting the fragmented era in which the story is set - the late 1960's.

Richardson: Greetings Alretha, it's a pleasure to chat with you. Please tell viewers about yourself.

Thomas: I was born in Oakland and raised in San Francisco. I moved to Compton, California at the age of 14 upon the death of my mother. I attended Dominguez High School where I graduated second in my class and received a scholarship to USC where I graduated with a B.A. in Journalism. My interest in writing began in the 5th grade when my teacher read a short story I had written out loud to the class.

Richardson: What are some of your published works? Thomas: "Daughter Denied" is my first and only published work. Richardson: Many authors usually face obstacles that influence them to write. What is your story behind the glory?

Thomas: "Daughter Denied" was inspired by my own tumultuous childhood. I was gagged, bound and beaten by my stepfather as a child and molested by my mother's boyfriend. I was scalded at the age of four by an unstable neighbor and found my mother's lifeless body on our living room sofa at the age of fourteen. There were other horrific events that I am not comfortable revealing. In spite of it all, with God's blessing, I survived my childhood. I always knew that I wanted to write a book about a little girl who struggled like I did, but survived to have a great life.

Richardson: There is a quote:"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you." — Maya Angelou "Daughter Denied" The title alone is an attention grabber. Why did you choose, or did you choose to write Daughter Denied? What people sometimes don't comprehend is that when there is a story resonating on the inside of a person, you MUST release it, or live in misery, if you don't. Destiny can become quite persistent. :) Why write Daughter Denied?

Thomas: Writing "Daughter Denied" was cathartic. At one point I thought about writing a memoir. However, there are too many things that transpired that involved other family members. I did not feel comfortable bringing them into my story. Writing fiction gave me the freedom to write a story similar to my life but not actually my life. The title "Daughter Denied" seemed appropriate because Tina, the protagonist in the book, was denied a childhood and a father.

Richardson: Besides being an author, you're also an playwright. Share with us some of your stage productions experiences.

Thomas: I began writing plays for my church 10 years ago. I have written 18 plays and four of those have been produced outside -- NAACP Theatre Award winning play, Civil Rites (2004) and The Stella Adler Theater presented A Shrine to Junior (2002) nominated for an NAACP Theatre Award as well. My play Grandpa’s Truth (2006) ran at the Inglewood Playhouse in Inglewood, Ca, and was extended more than once by popular demand. Not only did radio station KJLH support by recommending this production to its listeners, but notables like the Mayor of Inglewood, Roosevelt Dorn and music legends like Freda Payne and Stevie Wonder had critical acclaim for Grandpa’s Truth. Grandpa's Truth was also featured on Channel 5 (KTLA News) by Entertainment Reporter, Sam Rubin. Most recently, my play, Sacrificing Simone (2007) had a successful run at Stage 52 in Los Angeles and was called “an inspirational crowd pleaser” by the Los Angeles Times.

Richardson: How do/did you deal with rejection(s)?

Thomas: I am inure to rejection. I received over one hundred rejection letters when I was seeking representation for "Daugher Denied." In the beginning it hurt, but then I realized that I had to believe in myself and "Daughter Denied." Many of the rejection letters were canned responses and many had not even read as much as my synopsis. I am glad that I held on because in the end my belief in "Daughter Denied" was right. Readers love it! Check out reviews on my website and Amazon.com and Goodreads!

Richardson: What advice do you have for aspiring authors?

Thomas: Never give up!

Richardson: Alretha, it has been a joy getting to know you as an author, playwright, a thread-a-story buddy, and most importantly as a friend. You are a source of inspiration, that is deeply infectious to those around you. I am excited about your up and coming projects and can not wait to be a partaker of them. Keep the light shining!

Author and Playwright Alretha Thomas

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

An Interview with Author and Poet Aberjhani

A native of Savannah, Georgia (USA) Aberjhani is a winner of the Thomas Jefferson Award for his journalism, the Choice Academic Title and Best History Book Awards for his historical writings, the Creative Loafing Critic’s Pick Best Savannah Author Award for general authorship, and the Connect Savannah 2006 Poet and Spoken Word Artist of the Year Award for his poetry. As a former military journalist, Aberjhani served two overseas tours of duty with the U.S. Air Force at Eielson AFB in Fairbanks, Alaska, and at RAF Lakenheath in England.

He served an additional two years as an EOE counselor with the USAF Reserves at Charleston AFB, South Carolina. In 1997, the writer made his national debut as an author with a cover story titled “This Mother’s Son” published in ESSENCE Magazine. Following that initial introduction to the famous magazine, he went on for the next ten years to become one its most frequently published poets. In addition to editing the Savannah Literary Journal for some seven years, he also served as chairman of the critics committee for the Poetry Society of Georgia and has written freelance articles and poetry for Connect Savannah, Creative Loafing, and the Georgia Guardian.


His books include: ELEMENTAL, The Power of Illuminated Love (2008, with artist Luther E. Vann); The American Poet Who Went Home Again (2008); The Bridge of Silver Wings (2007); Christmas When Music Almost Killed the World (2007/2008); Visions of a Skylark Dressed in Black (2006); Encyclopedia of the Harlem Renaissance (2003, Facts On File); The Wisdom of W.E.B. Du Bois (2003, Kensington Books);and I Made My Boy Out of Poetry (1997, Washington Publications/iUniverse). He has also edited a number of titles for both independent authors and academic institutions. ESSENCE Magazine listed his Encyclopedia of the Harlem Renaissance among its recommended gift items, and Black Issues Book Review listed it among their “Recommended Titles for the Home Library.” Grits.com selected his ELEMENTAL book of art and poetry as one its featured book club titles. Aberjhani is also the founder of the popular Creative Thinkers International website and maintains profiles on a variety of other websites, including the Ecademy, Link’dIn, MySpace, Amazon Connect, and Squidoo, where he utilizes lenses to donate to diverse charities.


Richardson: Hello Poet. Thank you for agreeing to talk and share yourself with us. Could you tell reader about yourself?


Aberjhani: I’m an old schooler born and bred in Savannah, Georgia, USA. I studied journalism at several colleges and universities before becoming an Air Force journalist and then later a bookstore manager and professional writer. At this point I have eight books out and I’m currently working on the next eight. My work actually covers the spectrum of literary genres from fiction and poetry to creative nonfiction and history.


Richardson: When did you “become” a poet? Aberjhani: I first started writing poetry when I was in high school but I would say I became a poet––which is a very important distinction, so thank you for making it––during the 1990s when I began to utilize poetry as a tool to spiritually heal the various wounds in my life at that time. The more I used poetry to address my personal human condition, the more other people would tell me it also seemed to describe their individual human condition. That was actually a shock to me because I was so deep in my own personal pain that I really wasn’t looking to connect with other people. But one of the great powers of poetry is that it does connect human hearts and minds and souls with other human hearts and minds and souls across both time and space.


Richardson: And what are some of your published works?


Aberjhani: I love it when I can answer that question by referring to something brand new and in this case I can. Setting aside my books for the moment (all of which I might add are listed on GoodReads and LibraryThing) I’m joyfully humbled to say that the Savannah Tribune newspaper in my hometown published “There upon a Bough of Hope and Audacity,” which is my inauguration tribute poem to President Barack Obama, as well as one of the new poems included in my forthcoming collection, The Bridge of Silver Wings 2009. And an e-zine called Poets’ Picturebook, based in the Philippines, just published the poem “Star People,” taken from my book ELEMENTAL, The Power of Illuminated Love, which features my poetry and essays with art by Luther E. Vann. ELEMENTAL and The American Poet Who Went Home Again are my most recently published books, and Encyclopedia of the Harlem Renaissance (Facts On File) is probably my best known published book to date.



In addition to The Bridge of Silver Wings 2009, I also hope to obtain a publisher very soon for a volume of my collected poems entitled Collected Visions of a Skylark Dressed in Black. That’s going to be an important title because it contains all of the poems (as controversial as some of them are) from my first book, I Made My Boy Out of Poetry, as well as from the second book, Visions of a Skylark Dressed in Black, and the third, which was the first edition of The Bridge of Silver Wings.


Richardson: Do you believe poets are born or created?

Aberjhani: Yes and yes, poets are born and poets are created. There are those people who come into the world with an apparent natural affinity for the conception and expression of language in poetic terms. Some of them are fortunate enough to grow up within environments where something or someone reinforces that affinity––with books, music, or the kind of cultural oral traditions we have in the African-American community––so that it develops into a creative skill and gift. Others may not be born with such a natural aptitude but possess an appreciation for what they experience as poetry either by discovering it through their own readings or by being introduced to it in some manner whether on the page, at the mic, or however. They might then become motivated by that appreciation and begin to study the elements and forms of poetry, learning first how to deal with the various structures of the literary art form and then develop their individual voice as they grow into a deeper interior sense of poetry’s possibilities and purposes.


Richardson: Many authors usually face obstacles that influence them to write. What is your story behind the glory?


Aberjhani: I don’t know if I can lay claim to any “glory” (smile please) at this time in my career but there have been a number of definitive chapters in my overall story. One major chapter was the struggle to complete Encyclopedia of the Harlem Renaissance and The Wisdom of W.E.B. Du Bois while simultaneously serving as a caregiver for my mother, who passed several years ago. I had quit my job as a bookstore manager to do whatever I could as a fulltime caregiver for her and that meant being challenged by financial restrictions and a great deal of stress. Ironically, it was researching and writing about the lives of Harlem Renaissance writers, learning about their battles to live with integrity––creative and otherwise––while having to deal with the racism of Jim Crow America that inspired and empowered me to keep pushing until we (my co-author was Sandra L. West) completed that monumental task.

I share quite a bit about that challenge in The American Poet Who Went Home Again. Working on the Encyclopedia put me into such a state of overdrive that some of my colleagues thought I was heading for a big mental crash after completing it, kind of like what some women experience after giving birth. But I was able to redirect my energies into the completion of my first novel, Christmas When Music Almost Killed the World. Dealing with fiction relieved a lot of the stress that had built up from the intense scrutiny of provable facts researched and arranged for the encyclopedia.


Richardson: What style of poetry do you write––rhyme verse or free verse?


Aberjhani: I do employ some rhyme in my poetry, following the blues modes of poets like Gwendolyn Brooks and Langston Hughes, and sometimes more formal styles, but most of my work might be described as lyrical free verse. The one major exception to that general rule would have to the angel poems in The Bridge of Silver Wings 2009. Those poems are variations on the classic haiku and readers can find quite a few of them still posted on my AuthorsDen site(http://www.authorsden.com/Aberjhani). When reading The Bridge of Silver Wings the contrast between the angel poems and the more earthbound poems, if you will, is very sharp with the strings of haikus in neat elegant rows and the blocked stanzas of free verse sitting very solidly on the page.


Richardson: Do you perform at slam jams?


Aberjhani: Once upon a time, yes, but these days,
no. Which makes me curious about what the future might bring.


Richardson: Who are your poetic influences, favorite poets, and writers?


Aberjhani: Different poets and writers have influenced me in different ways at different times throughout my life. The poets of the Harlem Renaissance and the 1960s Black Arts Movements were the ones who inspired and almost compelled me to begin writing poetry as a teenager, especially Langston Hughes, Henry Dumas/Eugene Redmond, and Amiri Baraka. Then in college it was Nikki Giovanni, Federico Garcia Lorca and Pablo Neruda. Some years later when I was managing bookstores I came across the works of Jalaluddin Rumi and read everything I could find by him in English. And more recently, during the composition of The Bridge of Silver Wings, I didn’t feel so much influenced by the Prague poet Rainer Maria Rilke as I felt a kind of kinship with what he experienced while writing his Duino Elegies.


I don’t want to sound like an overboard geek by going into Rilke’s sense of the angelic presence in comparison to mine so I’ll leave it at that. But I should point out that after hearing inauguration poet Elizabeth Alexander’s Praise Song for the Day, I became curious about her work overall and find myself more and more impressed with her books, so impressed in fact that I recently wrote a review of her extraordinary collection, Body of Life. Pretty much everything I just said about poets is also true in regard to prose writers, but rather than list them all here readers might enjoy checking out my reviews on Amazon.com.


Richardson: Where do you write? Do you have a certain routine when you write?


Aberjhani: Where I write generally depends on what I’m writing. If I’m working on a prose book project and I already have a general outline for it then I basically get up every morning, meditate for maybe twenty minutes, have a cup of coffee, then sit down at the computer and write until my creative steam runs out. Some days I write in shifts, going back and forth to the computer as ideas or scenes pop into my head. It tends to be very different where poetry is concerned because I mostly write poetry by longhand whenever and wherever it comes to me. That means the first drafts for some of my better known poems are on the backs of envelopes, in different colored legal pads, on scraps of notebook paper, pieces of cardboard, etc. In the short essay at the end of The Bridge of Silver Wings, I described the experience of writing the poems like this: “Sometimes the words came like ecstatic utterances, sometimes like songs whispered from another time, like actual angelic possessions, or like mental files that had been downloaded while I slept and then printed via my pen as soon as I got up.” That kind of spiritually charged creativity has been one of the greatest rewards of my attempts to produce poetry of some merit and relevance.


Richardson: Do you have any advice for aspiring writers?


Aberjhani: I would encourage aspiring writers to treat the craft itself with respect by reading as widely as possible, by challenging themselves to write beyond their literary comfort zones in terms of both genres and subject matter, and to take as many lessons as they can from the lives of those accomplished writers who have achieved before us. I learned a great deal about writing just by reading novels by Toni Morrison (and others such as Gabriel Garcia Marquez and Ralph Ellison) most of my adult life and I'm currently reading a collection of nonfiction by Morrison called What Moves at the Margin and continuing to learn even more. The writers of the Harlem Renaissance are beautiful examples of literary artists committed to social, spiritual, and political ideals, so I would suggest taking a look at profiles of them.

My Encyclopedia of the Harlem Renaissance is a good source for that because it can be found in most libraries and is often on sale at Amazon and B&N. And any aspiring writer who has not read Barack Obama's Dreams From My Father truly should both because it will become one of the most referenced texts in our lifetimes and because this new president just happens to be one of the more exceptional writers in the country. Lastly, I would recommend cultivating and maintaining sources of inspiration in your life because ultimately that inspiration--whether its spirituality, history, romance, politics, or a passion for philosophy--will feed your will to create and more greatly empower your ability to produce lasting works that satisfy both the writer and his or her reading audience.


Richardson: Thank you so much for sharing your story, Aberjhani. I am looking forward to seeing some great things from you in the near future and please continue to inspire as you aspire. Blessings.


Aberjhani: And thank you for inviting me to share some of my story with readers. I also look forward to enjoying more of your inspired writings.


Author and Poet: Poet-I-Am Aberjhani

http://www.creativethinkersintl.ning.com/

http://www.authorsden.com/Aberjhani


Author Lacresha N. Hayes Chats With Me

Lacresha N. Hayes is the founder and former President of Living Waters Publishing Company in Marion, AR. She serves on the Apostolic Council of RehobothInternational Fellowship at New Birth Christian Centre and is active in women’s ministry. She is also the founder of Christian Vitality magazine. Lacresha has been called an inspiration for today’s woman. She understands pain and how to make it work to her benefit. Through her books, ministry and multiple blogs, she has ministered to thousands of women. And her accolades don’t stop there. In fact, that is only the beginning. She is a speaker on the RAINN (Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network) Speaker’s Bureau, the nation’s largest anti-sexual assault organization. Lacresha is also an teacher and an consultant/grant-writer, serving as VP of Christian Consulting Company. Lacresha is married to Pastor Lensey C. Hayes. They have one son and currently reside in Arkansas.


Richardson: Hello Lacresha. I would first like to thank you for the opportunity to chat with you. Your such an light of inspiration, I was struck by the realness of you, and knew that I, we had to hear your story.

Hayes: Thank you, Vanessa. I'm happy to chat with you and your readers too.



Richardson: Could you tell our visitors about yourself?

Hayes: I'm the wife to a pastor, an ordained elder, a mother and godmother to seven boys, a publisher, the author of 5 published works, 10 upcoming works. I'm also an abuse advocate and grantwriter. I love working with women more than anything else so I'm often invited to preach at women's conferences.


Richardson: Many authors usually face obstacles that influence them to write. What is your story behind the glory?

Hayes: I'm an abuse survivor. I was molested and raped as a child. My family was full of drug addicts, alcoholics, perverts and everything else you can imagine. I've been battered too. So, when you grow up hurting like I did, you need a release. Writing provided that. I feel that God has anointed my fingers and words, though I'm not nearly the best or most profound writer in the world.

Richardson: How do/did you deal with rejection(s)?

Hayes: Well, I started my own company that grew way faster than I was prepared for. Rejection isn't necessarily hard for me because I've dealt with it all my life. From time to time, depression used to try to come, but after you've been through what I have, someone saying you're not good enough is small in comparison.

Richardson: Lacresha, could you please share with us what project (s) you are working on?

Hayes: At this moment, I'm preparing my book "The Snare of a Strange Woman" for print. By the time you post this, it should be out for readers to enjoy. I'm also finishing my fiction novel, "Black Dakota" now. I figure I have another month before it is polished and ready for print.

Richardson: How do you define success?

Hayes: For me, I have it already, but that's beause I'm saved. Everything else in MY life is secondary to my relationship with God. I know it sounds cliche, but I really mean it. I've touched lives. I have letters from young ladies that were suicidal and tired of living, from abused children and from abusers. The fact that my books touch people means I've attained some measure of success.

Richardson: Do you have advice for aspiring writers?

Hayes: Never stop writing. Don't write what people say will or won't sell. Write about what you know, what you're passionate about. When you write from the seat of your heart and then add the fullness of your imagination, success is yours.

Don't take criticism personally. Take it with a grain of salt. It's there to make you better.

Richardson: Lacresha, I want to thank you so much for sharing inspiring testimony, with us. I applaud you of your strength, faith, and tenacity. Your a light to all those who have been effected by abuse. Someone was begging for your story, I am grateful that you answered the call to write it. I pray much blessing upon you!

Lacresha Hayes: Author and Publisher

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Closer to God



"And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not." Isaiah 58:11 KJV

I feel closer to God when I am in His perfect will. I can have the nice car and home, and am most appreciative of it too. These human comforts I can not deny, in fact I say hallelujah to them. I want to be pleasing to God. So it is that I found that there is a void within me, when I am not pleasing in God's sight. And I desperately want to be pleasing in His sight. I absolutely abhor that void feeling. What does this void feel like someone once asked of me.

I liken the experience as to walking a alone and narrow path. While walking “the path,” I am overwhelmed with the need (for that is really what it is) to express how I am feeling. I look around and there is no one there. A take notice of the distance that I have covered and my soul, as the old gospel hymn says “look back and wonder how I made it over.” Hum, it is funny how you can linger over something for too long. You begin to see things that are not there. False images. I thought I saw something that was not there many times.


I resolved to not look back. I did however hazard many looks to the left.Looking at the other side I was greeted with the plushness of soft green grass. It's greenness was a magnificent sight to be hold. Its beauty was calling out to me. I know the path of righteousness is my destined path, but did have to be so hard and so lonely at times. And sooooo long? Really do this path ever ends? The green grass was enticing. The beauty of it was pulling at the void within me, beckoning me to cross over. And I wanted to answer its summons.


Certainly a moment on the other side won't hurt me? Just one moment in time. As I thought this, something within stirred to life. Instinctively I knew that something was amiss. I 've long since learned not to ignore the warning from within. One moment in time, is all it takes for a life time mistake. I try to keep the balance. I try to do what God has mandated for me to do as He awards my sacrifices and obedience.


I openly confess that several times I have allowed my wants to over ride His wants for me and lets just say somethings that can be prevented. I did not necessarily had to experience unnecessary angst and hurts. Alas experience, one of the greatest teachers in life, has also taught me that the grass isn't always greener on the other side. I know it is God's will to satisfy my soul and make me fat with love and happiness. And on this path that I trod; He shall never leave me nor forsaken me, as He teaches me.


So it is that I purpose in my heart to let the perfect will of God become a constant in my life. I may not cross every t or dot every i. But I sure am going to try and give it the best that I've got!


Blessings!